Thursday, October 4, 2012

Getting my stride...

Whew. This has been a crazy week. I can't believe it's gone so quickly! I am really thankful tomorrow is Friday. That said, this week has been an incredible blessing in many ways. Between quality roommate time, to quality homework time, I feel like I've really started getting my stride for the first time in over a year.

Many of you know about my time at Western last year. It was by no means awful, but I never fully felt like I 'got my stride.' I wasn't happy, and I wasn't motivated. Too things that do not go well together. However, in any transition, even if it's for the better, it's definitely not easy or seamless. There is always a time of 'transition,' where you're getting your feet wet, figuring out what your role really is in this new place, and how to operate relationally and professionally.

This week has been my stride week. For the first time since week one, I feel like I've been on top of my work. Sure, I *may* not have completed all of my reading for this week, but I did write my papers early. I have a pretty clear idea of my thesis topic. I set up meetings with people to talk about my thesis topic. I organized my calendar. But more than being on top of things, I really feel good. I feel like I know where I'm going. I have purpose and direction and passion. I feel fulfilled and content. I am excited for tomorrow. And the next day. And next week. I am really excited for today. It's been a long time since I felt this way, and being at this stage has been such a blessing, especially as we dive into the semester academically.

Man, I'm just so excited! So thankful. So blessed. I feel like God has surrounded me with people who support me, and things to be invested in. There is so much opportunity in this place.

So, there's my little moment of joy and thankfulness for the week. I hoped and prayed this was the right place for me. And it is. Knowing that I am here working every day toward and in something I love is an incredible feeling. Thank you for those who have prayed with me in the past year, and who have continued to support and love on me. Ah, I just can't express this joy. It's wonderful.

nat

2 comments:

  1. So glad you're so happy!

    Did you already think of a trend idea (mentioned in your previous post)? I was thinking instructor-student communication was an interesting topic...not sure if it totally relates or interests you, but here was an article I read on the subject: http://chronicle.com/article/Digitally-Savvy-Students-Play/134224/

    Love you!

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  2. I echo LeAnne. I'm glad to hear that you're doing so well and (finally) enjoying what you're studying. I'm really excited for you!

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